2010-02-05 - 8:29 p.m.
I don't get it, either I have been living the past years with my eyes closed, or maybe just preferring not to see what is right in front of me.
When reality reveals it's cold truth it can be hard to take in when you finally open those eyes nice and wide.
This time I am liberated in a strange way, because I am free, I have given all I can and I know this. Truly knowing this is my freedom to just move forward with my life and my own family.
I have officially cut these ties of the past and at last I am truly free. Free to be who I am as a woman, an adult, a mother. No longer tied to whom you'd like me to be. So liberating!!! I feel like my future can finally begin, a re-birth in a way.
Through all the hurt, I am happy to move forward. I love you and will always be here for you forever. Just in a different way...not as the little girl.
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